I am back
My indieweb failure is --- drumroll --- this blog being something i have written after 6 months. last blog was published in december where i was ranting about how i want to work on the website and make something of it. But as with many things I have worked on earlier, I thought about it and then gave up. Also been thinking since that time that i should write maybe like a weeknote, i have many-a unfinished weeknotes. I feel it tough to keep a record of the things I have done. I want to, I really want to keep a tab of all the things, to have a space where I can share. I know what it is that's stopping me, I will be Judged. Even this blog, if I did end up publishing it, and if you are reading this. don't judge me, I don't have many deep intellectual things to write about, or a voice. its just ramblings right now. (I am lost lol) so here's a few things I have been upto and wanting to write about. I went to Manila Improv Festival, I performed there aswell. It was a like a week long festival with improvisors from all over the world, doing workshops, watching shows and having so much fun. I also went to Disneyland enroute to manila. This was in march. It was also my second improv festival, and second international trip ever.(yes I have only travelled for improv) I have also gone through a whole toxic relationship thing with my job, where they almost sent me to Paris, I got my visa done(it was only for a month alas). so now I have a Paris Visa on my passport which I used to get into the Philippines. the trip didn't happen cause the airplane tickets were a arm and leg and one of every other body part which my company decided was not worth it. Other work thing, is I got no promotion but 8x the amount of work, I spent now many months thinking about quitting and doing something else. I don't really know what that something else would be. In the last few months, Movies in the theatre and shows are also something that I have become a regular too, wanted to maintain a letterboxd, as you can guess, haven't been able to. so a lot of movies, even the niche and parallel ones. I have also taken a lot more responsibilities on the communities side of things, i made, run and maintain [Improvlore.com][improvlore.com] since like a month now. also had fun building some similar things for [reroll][mtg.reroll.in]. I also had my flatmate telling me to move out in 6 months(starting from jan). so i was panicking, ignoring, procrastinating on that. and now six months later,He has moved out and I am now living alone(Till I find a flatmate). I have also read all of the Dungeon crawler carl series, just waiting for book 8 to be delivered. and attended 2-3 cubbonreads sessions in these month. I have devoured the books, inhaled them in like a week each. shout out to my girlfriend for buying the 4th book as hardcover for me, now I have all of them in hardcover, I was happy reading them on pdf. I also went on a whim and went blonde, just a week or two before Manila and colored it red while going to Manila, now three months later I have blonde hair, and a to-do list task of trying out a new colour. another improvlore thing, we had a 12 hour [marathon][marathon.improvlore.com] which I helped ideate and did a lot of work for. SO MANY COOL THINGS I GET to be part of. there are many other small things, dates, jokes that i am forgetting now, If only I had written about all of the things as they happened, maybe this time? maybe this is the time i put myself out there I find time for writing my ramblings. This is the first indieweb event I have attended in a while, I was doing the camera-work for their one year anniversary and it was such a fomo when everyone was celebrating their victories over 1 year. Now its time to think if I want to publish and share this piece of art I have written. Bye! see you soon
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