Mohit's Blog

Later than you thought?

"Yeah , Its later than you thought?"

"YES"

"That feeling, I hate that feeling. It's always 2PM. And the day is gone, and all you did was make kind of a good omelette."

"I know what you mean."

I EXACTLY KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN!!!

(context : this is a random dialogue from the Dimension 20's , Cloudward Ho!).

But it hits home, life have been this lately , its 2pm, the day is gone , all I have done up til then is made kind of a good omelette(I've been getting better at that lol).

It gets stressful with all of this madness of the world around you all the time. and on top of that you need to have a life, a job, friends and hobbies(and money for those hobbies)? there's not enough hours in the day for all of this. And if you're someone who makes checklists and to-do lists, I want to talk to you! how do you even decide what to put on that fucking list.

I feel left out all the time, few months ago I was taking so many steps to not give into the FOMO!. now all I am left at the end of the day is FOMO. I am missing out on good songs; my taste in music in basic. I am missing out on Movies; Cinema is on a legendary run and I have all this backlog already. there's just so much to do, watch, listen to, partake in.

I recently made a things i want to do and I am missing out on , only 2 out of 10 things on the list were inconsequential and fun, rest all of them looked like things I should have a serious conversation about and talk in therapy about. Why is that? Why is it already too late?

Are we doomed? but someone said be optimistic about the future! Am I late? but someone said it's never too late to start!

Why are there too many thoughts and discourse around me. Why can't I just be present somewhere without trying to be special in that room, in that context. I am fucking pissed at this world, but at least the eggs have been good!

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